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Jun. 4th, 2010 | 09:55 pm

i reread her lj today. all of the entries from the last 5.5 years. we even had a special filter to write to each other...
then i read back on facebook.

having texts and emails and lj is so bittersweet.

i am not sure how to grieve. public? on the internet? in private? all i want it to tell everyone every memory i have of her and us....which is an improvement considering the first few days i thought anyone else grieving or sharing her memories were just taking what little i had of her away from me.

i know this is choppy. i dont know how to be eloquent in a time like this.

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M E

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from: amicablebitch
date: Jun. 5th, 2010 03:17 am (UTC)
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we're all listening. and we'd never want to take anything away from you.

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Gianne

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from: baloo141
date: Jun. 6th, 2010 10:32 pm (UTC)
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word.

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Sicarii

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from: sicarii
date: Jun. 5th, 2010 03:55 am (UTC)
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Perhaps sharing her memories with us will cause her to live on in all of us?

Either way, I'm here and willing to listen, even if it is only to silence.

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Walter A. Brosco, esq.

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from: weaklingrecords
date: Jun. 5th, 2010 12:09 pm (UTC)
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We're here to support you however you need. To read what you write, to listen to your stories, or to respect your silence. I'm glad you've come around on the sharing part, though. Those are like candles, that you light and pass on, and they, in turn, light other candles. The light increases, but the original flame is not diminished. We love you.

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Charlie

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from: aquariumspast
date: Jun. 7th, 2010 08:47 am (UTC)
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I, too, am willing to listen ... I think you just need to do what feels right...

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Flutter by, Butterfly

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from: _butterflyblue_
date: Jun. 8th, 2010 04:56 pm (UTC)
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I am so, so sorry for your loss.

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